My Mother.

Today my mom invited me to go eat, just her and i. I really don't do much with mom or go places with her. We ate panda and bonded with each other. We caught up on a lot. And talked a lot about my dad who is in prison. I always wonder how life would be, if he was here.. I love my dad so much. Oh, and for you people who don't know. I am not like my brother. So don't think i don't like my mom or think she's a bitch or whatever. Or like not give a fuck about my dad.. That's shit my brother says. NOT ME. But anyways today my mom made me feel good and loved.. There was a little akward moment though, and that was when she asked about my ex bestfriend Celeste. She asked how she was doing, and how come she hasn't heard from her?.. I took a deep breathe and told her that she doesn't talk to me anymore. She was shocked and asked why!? And that's when i told her, i don't know mom.. I really don't know...