Call Me A Loser.

I use to have a life. I remember how it felt to. I played baseball since i was four and stopped when i was thirteen. It was my life, i lovedd it! I remember when i had tons of friends to. I can't say that anymore. Now it's like i have nothing but haters. I can't pass geometry for shit, it's confusing and hard like my life. I have science and our enviornment which is a freshman class, thanks Amber! I use to have a girlfriend but she's whatever now. She was my love since middleschool and i just let her go like nothing. That just shows how much i give a fuck. I'm a dick to girls, and i'm not ashamed to say that. I don't care if girls don't want to talk to me anymore or whatever. I can careless. My weed is my bestfriend. I feel like it's always their for me and just satisfies my needs. I try telling my mom that i smoke but she just laughs and takes it as a joke. She doesn't understand. Seriously, listening to music, buying all these clothes, and smoking dank is the only thing that makes me happy right now. I see my four year old brother run around smiling all the time, playing with his cars and toys. I wish i can be little sometimes. My life basically is just smoking weed. I don't care if you guys call me a pothead or this and that. I don't smoke cause depression if that's what you guys think. I actually like it. It puts me in another world besides earth.. She is getting over me, slowly but surley. This is what i want for her. I'm a loser, and i am going to be a UPS driver when i grow up. Fuck college!