Mmmmm..

I love you but i don't know, i feel like there's something missing, it suckks because i don't know what it is. You do mean a lot to me, i feel like i can't trust you for some reason. You can be sneaky and do your own little things on the side i know you, and i know you to well and you know that, don't say i don't. My brother once told me "You can't be in a relationship without trusting eachother" It really made me think. I guess i just don't want to get hurt again, it's like me still being with you is a big risk i'm taking. It sucks how i can't feel comfortable about my relationship. I gotta be thinking all the time and just be wondering about stuff. I don't like that. I love you a lot thoughhh, But then i think really hard and i don't know if this is love or lust!.. And you, you're something else. i'm sorry for what i've donee i know i hurt you, and put you through some fuckked up shit. You know the type of person i am though. I don't play games. I know you do love me, and i remember everything you had once told me. I know you will forever have strong feelings for me, and i wouldn't want to hurt any of those emotions whatsoever. If i have, i'm apoligizing now, hopefully you can forgive me. i know i'm a dick and i just like erased you out of my life, i'm truely sorry. But all i can say is that i do care and you are very sweet. You stay strong and i dont want you to forget me, i'm sorry it had to end up this way, but PLEASE remember, you will always ring my ****!