"I Don't Want Your Pitty"

I know, i get it. But look i'm sorry. I know what i did was a wrong. One of the biggest dick moves i've ever done. Yes i know i led you on and everything, but i didn't know anything was going to happen. No matter how much you say it's okay, i know it's not. I know the connection we had was very strong, because i felt it. You know how i felt, and what i thought of you. We have history, we've been through some shit together. I know i shouldn't have kept you going but i swear to god i didn't know anything was going to happen. This is something i really had to think about, it was hard for me. It really was. Everything i told you, was the truth, i don't want you to think that it was all bullshit cause it wasn't. And no i'm not like all other guys.. I was different and you know that! You know i was! I care a lot, if i didn't i wouldn't be writing this. Please try and understand the situation please. I feel like shit, yea i know i should feel like that, you told me already.. I know what i did was wrong. Just know i will always be around and don't ever forget the name C-los! All i did was try and make the better choice.. I'm sorry once again.