And i thought my ex was a hoe!

its crazy, i lost two of the most important girls in my life. i don't know what i do wrong to deserve this. i tried not to be rough on you, i let you talk to your friends (guys) i let you do what you like, so you can be happy, all i told you was not to hurt me, thats all i asked for. but no, you had to fuck me! it suckks, you really ment a lot to me. i guarentee you, that you wont find anyone like me, and no one will have the same feelings i had for you. maybe this whole girlfriend thing is not ment for me, well atleast not yet. i'm in highschool i should have fun right now, there was just something i had seen in you, that would light up my heart. i doubted my brother, about this "girls are whores" thing.. i feel like i need to apologize to him, because he was right, and all i did was doubt him. i couldnt see you like that, i seriously couldn't.. you really hurt me. but whatever, i hate you.. i swear to god.